T-T !!! SUAY !!! T-T

Seriously....
2009 is really such a worst year for me..

I duno it's the consequences for not forwarding the msg or what..
Haiz..
1 word.. SUAY!!

It's only the beginning of the year.. January!!
There were ald many things happened to me..
When skul reopen, my class get a "good" teacher as our class teacher..
At last.. the class teacher changed..
I tot it was over.. but there are more thing coming to me..
Parents..
Ban me from many things..
Dun let me to go out so much..
Dun let me to sms so much.. (if not throw my phone -_-)
Frens ..
6 has becomes 5..
( hope wont getting lesser n lesser >< )
I said not to cry for her..
But I still cry.. -_-
Go out with fren..
Being criticize by them..
Make me cry at public.. haiz
Today..
Got insult by my bro..
Cry again..
Duno being hurt for how many times in this month..
UNCOUNTABLE!!

Haiz..
I dun wan to cry anymore!!
But.. I think it's quite hard for me..T-T
Too many things happened to me..
I.. dun wan to be "ham bao"(cry baby) ><
I think I wont cry le ba..
Hope bro wont "chi gek" me again la..haiz

i ... sHuD g0 t0 heLL ...

Haiz..

I keep calling ppl to go to hell..

Actually I m the one who shud go to hell..

Feeling useless..

Making ppl fed up..

N making myself emo..

Feeling so sat bai..
Coz what also duno..
Making the nice outing becomes a sad outing..
Making all ppl worried abt me..
ALL MY FAULT!!! T-T

But..

I m glad to hav all of u as my fren..
Although u all hav made me cry.. but u all got come n sayang me back ><
Especially jojo n xin xin lo..
N also yeng yeng la..of coz =)
( sumtimes I feel that.. it's not bad for being the youngest 1 )

Ling jie..
U hurt me the most la..
But dun nid to feel guilty la..
It's not ur fault..
Seriously I really hurt by ur words la.. ><
But..
U dun nid to blame urself la.. k?
I ald get enuf sorry from u..
N I ald forgive u !!!

At last..
I wanna apologize for making the outing like that..
It's all my fault..
SORRY!!

And..
I wanna thx to all my sister!!
Thx for comforting me when I m sad..
Thx for sending msg to me n asking me whether I m ok anot..
Hmm..
I LOVE YOU!! Muacks~~


Ps: Actually I wanna make this post emo.. but duno why it will ends up like this ><

wHaT d0 U reaLLy waN fR0m us ?

Seriously..

What do u really wan from us?

I really have no idea abt that..

We tried to pull u back to our gang..

But u seems to be getting further n further from us..

We doesn't looks like a gang who hav 6 members..

Actually.. we ald get used to it larh..

We're still living happily although u're not with us..

6 > 5.. isn't a big thing for us..

We ald no feel towards u..

Go n think back what u hav did to us..

Dun just say that we hurt u..

N say until so wai wat.. like we bully u..

N u say u keep quiet it just bcoz u dun wan to argue with us..

Pls STOP making those LAME excuses..

We even have a meeting to talk abt this prob..

Some of them no comment n some of them wan u to quit!!

Me n ling jie is the only ppl who wan u to stay in the gang.. do u know that?

But now.. even me also no feel towards u ald..

U go n tell me that kind of thing.. make my mood terrible..

U hurt me.. but u keep saying that I hurt u..

What the dutz!!!

U think urself is very kelian?

Eh.. pls la.. u chose not to stick with us.. is ur prob..

But pls dun blame us.. it's not our fault!!

U wan to concentrate on ur studies for ur SPM.. then go ahead!!

Dun go n mail us those stupid mail.. saying that u wanna say goodbye with us..

Ok.. FINE!!

Since u say u wanna say goodbye..then we say goodbye to u..

N now u regret.. u even lame until come n tell me that mail contains virus..dun open it..

Since u say u wanna say goodbye then why u come back again?

U ald say til like that in that mail.. n u expect the time will turn back?

U think we can take it as ntg happened b4..

I can tell u that.. WE CANT!!!

I really bu shuang ald.. I even changed my place..

I dun wan to sit with u!!!

U said that I'll find u when there's sumthing happen to me..

Do u know that u also that kind of ppl?

Everytime also find me when u nid notes.. print thing.. n more

If ntg, i msg u, u also wont reply..

That time..

I find u bcoz of I angry of jojo..

Then I accompany u for the whole day..

Then the next day..

We ok back jor.. then I go back to her.. n leave u alone back..

Okie.. I know it's my fault..

But..

Think urself.. it's not only my fault!!!

U're also that kind of person..

That's the only time I did that to u.. only ONCE!!

N u.. everytime also like that..

Dun u think so?

If u wanna blame it on me.. then I hav ntg to say.. speechless..

But.. I'll tell u that.. GO HELL!!

Summore..

Everything u also wanna compare..

Even ur tien tien.. u also wan to compare..

Do u know that, u hav to appreciate for what u have now?

Nvm.. u wont understand what I meant.. -_-

Then now..

U say u wrote a letter to yeng saying that the causes of our arguements..

She let us to see the letter..

U hurt all of us.. especially jojo..

She cried.. do u know that?

If u bu shuang her, then why still talk to her at skul?

Show it.. dun act.. u this faker!!..

U feel happy when making us cry, emo n sad?!

GO HELL la u!!!

U said u wanna say goodbye with us..

Then now u regret..

N now u write that kind of letter.. n hurt all of us..

WHAT DO U WAN GEH?!! HAR?!

U think we're ur puppy ar?

U wan us to go away then we go away then we go away..

U wan us back then we'll come back to u??

Wait long la u.. man man dang!!!

U think u can control what're we thinking ar?like ur puppet ar?

U think we'll have the same thought as u arh?

Chi shin one.. I DUN WAN ARH!!

So dub la u..

U think this prob can solve so easily?

(tell the prob then cry cry..the prob solve?)

I really kagum u'll think like that..

Let me tell u..

No matter what u did to us.. we also no feel ald..

U hurt us very much..

Even though I said I dun wan to cry for u.. but I also cry ald..

We summore stupid until go n ask u whether wan go out with us anot.. haha

REALLY REGRET FOR THAT!!!

So..

Dun waste ur time bahz..

Continue on ur stupid SPM bahz..

Dun come n fan us..

5 of us will live happily without u..

PS: I'm too angry when I wrote this post.. so keep scolding rude words.. Paiseh ><

ArGh~~!!! s0 bUsY !!!

WaLaO~

So busy these days..

Everyday also not enuf slp ><

Gotta sick soon.. T-T

Almost everyday reach hse at 7pm.. OMG!!!

After skul then gotta go for tuition..

Today nearly slp in the tuition class..

Luckily got fren.. if not sure fall asleep ler~~

Accounts > Physic > Add maths..

I'm wondering how can I suffer it ><

0H my g0Sh!!

I hav to be like that almost everyday in this year..

Hope I can get use to it ASAP larh!! -_-

Haiz..

Stupid SPM.. ruined my life!!!

I HATE SPM !!! lol ><

huRRaY!! laStLy 0uR cLaSS tEacHer cHaNGeD~~

Hurray!!
What a big big news for us!!
UR CLASS TEACHER CHANGED!!
YeaH!!!
So happie!!!

But..
There's another worst teacher come n becomes our class teacher..-_-

She's our physic teacher since form 4..

She sux de!!!

She dun even know how to speak basic english..-_-

Physic hav to be teach by using english eh..

Haiz..

This year she became our physic teacher again.. n now..CLASS TEACHER!!

Luckily she went to bersalin ald.. if not.. we sure die > <

But I think it's better than the previous class teacher ba..
At least we dun nid to be like primary skul student..sit according to the name list..

At least we dun nid to rush our english oral.. lol

That day..

The other english teacher came in to our class..

She said.. we're not doin individual oral in form 5..

OMG..

That stupid class teacher wan us to do indivually..

Luckily I havent done yet..> <

He really got abit sot sot dei 1.. like that play us..

N now.. HE GONE!!!

YEAH YEAH YEAH ~~!!!

PS: Actually my previous class teacher is a very good teacher but he's too strict ald?Haha.. no comment ><

~ OmG!! wHaT a luCKY 2009 ~

It's really a super "lucky" 2009 for miie!!

Bad luck starts to come to miie when step into year 2009 -_-

I went to fren's he during the new year.. having a new year party with them..

We play games n barbeque..

Once it step into year 2009..

I start to lose when I play games with them.. OMG!!

We have to roll on the floor if we lose the game..

Who knows..it was me -_-

I lose for 2 times.. I have to roll on the floor!!! T-T

Haiz..

So lucky weyh ><

When I walk on the road.. I nearly pokai -_-

Then at skul.. we got such a "good" teacher as our class teacher..

Summore.. every morning I hav to act like a tortoise..

Gotta hide my hair inside the collar.. -_-

But now really gotta tie ald..><

Coz goin to kena warning letter soon..zzz

Haiz..

Still got alot of thing la..

Many til I also forget ald -_-

Then I think for very long..

Lastly I know why I'll becomes so "lucky"..

I rmb I received my fren's msg when I was in Taiwan -_-

Kena curse..

(if I din forward the msg to 3 ppl in 20 mins.. 2009 will be my worst year)

Zzz..

I was in Taiwan.. how am I goin to to forward it? -_-

Haiz..suay =(

So..

Kesian me la.. T-T

I just hope that I wont be so suay until the end of this year.. it's SPM!!! ><

PS : Try to believe those msg.. sumtimes it may come true ><

hAiz.. b0RiNG sKuL liFe sTaRteD ><

It's like abit late for updating this post..

This is a post abt my 1st day of skul in this year..

Actually suppose to post it on that day but too busy ><

Paiseh paiseh !!

Today is the 1st day of skul..

WaLaO..so sien!!

I reached the skul..dam early..

1st time reached the skul for so early..

Then..waiting for sum1 to help me to cut my nails.. xD

Who knows..she came late.. she shud be the 1st person among us who reached the skul ><

~Assembly~

Haiz..hear those teacher to talk abt the rules lo..sienz.

At last the assembly ends..

Hoping a nice class teacher will be selected to our class..

Who knows..the skul really pro..

Find a naughty teacher to be our class teacher..

Dammit!!!

~Class~

Very funny..there are two 5 Dinamik in our skul -_-

Luckily we went into the right class..

Then we find a nice place..sit under the fan eh ><

Who knows..the teacher came in..call all of us to stand up..

He wan us to sit according to our name list..

What the dutz dutz dutz!!!

He tot we're primary skul student?

Excuse me..

If i'm still in form one or two..I think i'll folo what u said..

But..

I'M NOW IN FORM 5!!!

The other class also din sit according to name..why our class hav to be like that??

DAMMIT!!!!

Kesian me only lo..

Me n my ji mui (sisters) sit till so dam far..

They sit on the 1st roll..I sit on the 3rd roll..-_-

How to chit chat??

Really no eye see..

I think of wanna change place..

But then other ppl also din change..oni i change meh?

Haiz..

Got ppl ask th teacher whether we can change our seat..

Then the teacher is super LAME!!

He answered : U can change ur seat as long as u stay in the same place..

LAME!!!

~Election~

Hmm..

I think it's the time I laugh the most in skul today..

I tot wanna choose my ji mui to be the class monitor geh..

But she dun wan..><

N she say she wanna make the other girl to becomes the monitor..

Then we all accompany her lo..all vote for that girl xD

~Recess~

Go meet my ji mui that's from other class lo..

Then saw new student..a guy xD

Hmm..

Quite tall, fair skin..summore flat english geh..n i heard they say he's quite rich..

WalaO..LOL

Then go eat eat lo..

Chat chat abt the tuition thingy lo..

~Back to class~

Hmm..

Moral class..then we started to change place..><

Then chit chat lo..

After that.. ntg special adi la..

Attend to the class.. then go back ..bye bye xD

Haiz..

I really duno how am I goin to suffer in this year..

My SPM year.. my last year in high skul~~

^^ wHaT a hAppY hAppY nEw yEaR ^^

Happy New Year every1 =)

It's 2009 lo..lol

How did u all celebrate ur new year?

Mine..really FUN..SUPER FUN!!

Hmm..

It's the 1st time I din celebrate it with my family members..

It's the 1st time I celebrate it with my ji mui (sister) ^^

It's the 1st time I being throw into the swimming pool ><

Although it's scary but it's quite fun geh..hehe
It's the 1st time I stay in the pool for so long..

I stayed in the pool for 1 year!!

From 31st Dec 2008 ~ 1st Jan 2009 xD

It's the 1st time I saw so many firecracker..

There are so many firecracker around us..

I think I saw all the firecrackers in the city..hmm

It's the 1st time I roll on the floor !! ><

Why m I so bad luck in the new year?!

I lose in the game..n I hav to roll on the floor..-_-

It's so memalukan!!!

Luckily only a few of u saw that..nvm ba..

But I really cant forget that sum1 keep laughing at me!!><

It's also the 1st time I chat until fall asleep..

Sry arh..yeng jie ><

I really tired jor =(

WaLaO..

I gave so many of my 1st time to them ><

I rmb..I m still emo b4 that..

Luckily I hav all of u..

Making me happy..

Making me hav a happy new year..

I really hope I can celebrate every of my new year with all of u..

Although this year, xuan is not with us..=(

To all my ji mui:
Thx alot oh..
I really appreciate it..
Love u all very much..
Love 6 sTicKy hOneY <3