wHeRe is aLL mY beSt fReN? hUh?

I really wanna ask..

Where is all my best fren?!?!

All my best fren from sbu?

Where r u?

YSL, PJY, TKL n my co-op gang?

Do u all still rmb me?

Or just like sum1 said..

"If i din saw that person for 3 months, then he/she will auto disappear from my brain?"

Haiz..

I really duno..

Hmm..

I think I ald 1 year din meet u all ba?

I really miss u all very much..how abt u all?

I think of wanna hang out with u all..

I told some of u..

But it seems that no1 rmb that -_-

No1 ask me to hang out also..

Even I help my fren to msg 1 of u..

Wanna ask u to hang out with me n my fren..

But u only think of my fren, din think of me..

U ONLY THINK OF WANNA HANG OUT WITH MY FREN?!

How abt me?

I think until now u also duno..I also wanna hang out with u ba?

Haiz..

Suan ba..

My heart is ald dead..

I dun wan to tell who is that here..

Who r u..i think u'll know it's u when u read my blog..

U really hurt me very much..

Did u know how deep is it?

Did u know i keep crying when I was typing this blog?

Nvm ba..mayb u tot i m just helping my fren to send u that msg..

Mayb u also duno that i wanted to go..

I wont blame u..

It's my fault..I think too much..

Dun nid to say sorry to me..

Coz..it's not ur fault..

N..

It's too late to apologize..

wHaT aN EMOOOOOOO chRiStMaS -_-

Haiz..
I EMO AGAIN ><
I heard my fren said..
Christmas is a day that is full of happiness n joy..
I thought so.. but there is sumthing changed my mind!!
Sumthing make me emo on this wonderful day..
This time is bcoz of my stupid bro..
That idiot..
Making fun of me in front of his fren!!!
He tot it's funny, but don't he know that..he hurts me?
Don't he know that ..it's too OVER?!
He says that.. he duno me to his fren..IN FRONT OF ME!!!!
He really tot that's fun?
Or he think that I really will drop his face?
Ok lo.. if he really think so... then I hav ntg to say ald..
But, he just nid to care for his face?
How abt my face?
I m just standing there..where shud I hide myself? Hmm?
He summore call me dun tell parents..
If not..he'll tell my secret to my parents -_-
What the dutz...-_-

Haiz..
Since he's not taking me as his sister..
Means I also dun nid to take him as my bro..rite?
Yes!! I dun hav this kind of bro..
I dun wan this kind of bro..

Today, that idiot went out..
I went to downstairs when I awake..
I talk to my parents..
Then my mom suddenly wanna talk abt the idiot's fren..
I said I dun wan to hear abt the "stranger" stuff..
(he duno me n I duno him..= stranger) lol..
Then my mom scold me..
She say..how can u say u duno ur bro..bla bla bla..
At last, I can't stand it anymore..
I just say.. is ur son say that he duno me 1st..
I Cried..n I run upstairs..
My parents come n ask me what happen..
I din say anything..
I just say he's the 1 who say it 1st..
N I call them dun scold him..
I dun wan to let him know that I cry bcoz of him ><

Haiz..
How can they misunderstood me?!
HOW CAN THEY DO THAT TO ME?
Although they duno is my bro say he duno me 1st..
But..
Didn't they feel some weird aura between me n my bro these days?

Haiz..
My heart is bleeding.. It's pain.. ARGH!!
Duno how am I gotta celebrate this christmas -_-
It really makes me EMO!!

Duno when will I be ok leh?
Hmm ~.~