To all my fren from SBU..

Welcome to my blog..

The 1 Cemerlang, 2 Berdikari, 3 Berdikari n 3 Cemerlang..

The co-opians , the seniors , the teachers..

I will never 4get all of u..

Thx for giving me all those sweet memories in SBU..

I swear I will NEVER forget all of u until the rest of my life..

It was abit over rite?

But I SWEAR!!! LOL

I m outdated n lonely..

Haiz..

Since I changed skul, so many thing happen in SBU..

But no 1 is telling me what happen thr..

Make me feel like so outdated..

N now..

I totally duno what they talking abt..

Sometimes, I really think that izit the decision that I made is wrong?

I shudn’t transfer skul.. Rite?

But i never regret for transfering to this skul..

Although I hav no frens in this skul..

Haiz..

Suddenly feel so lonely..

My new skul – no fren

My old skul - donno still got fren anot..T_T

A Sad Tuesday <8/4/08>

Today, we hav a physics class with Mr. Subash due to he hav a PMR seminar at Port Dickson this Saturday.. So we terpaksa change to Tuesday lo..

My skul end at 1.10pm.. so I reach there earlier but many of the place ald seated by other ppl.. Then I terpaksa sit near the toilet..=_="

(The toilet is clean.. No weird smell ..LOL)

Their skul end at 1.50pm n the class start at 3pm..

So they finish their skul then rush here..

They come in then they saw me n put their bag beside me

Then they ran downstairs to buy something eat.. Coz they din eat after skul then rush here n our class start at 3pm end at 7pm..

Haiz.. but when they come back.. They move in front coz some ppl move to another place..

N they leave me alone behind thr..

I saw they chatting in front, laughing, eating their food..

But did they mention that I m so lonely behind there?

NO..i dun think so..

I was so sad..

Then during the 10 mins break..

They say wanna go Carrefour..

Then I folo them..

But they r talking, laughing themselves ..

I was just like a maid who folo-ing their master to buy thing at supermarket..=_=”

After the class finish,

I cried after I went back home..

They sure dunno that this small thing also can make me cry..But I cried.. really cried bcoz of this SMALL THING..

N i tried to tell Suet Ling.. but she was busy doin her chemistry PEKA coz nid to pass up on the next day..

I tried to tell her n she was so busy.. n i don dare to tell her who make me so sad..
I din tell her but i cried in front the comp although i ald cry for many time =_="

Haiz..
So stupid rite?
Cry so many time bcoz of this small thing..
But this is me.. a gal who will cry easily..

A Happy Saturday ..<5/4/08>

Last Saturday,

I went to tuition at Mr. Subash there..

N I saw Joe yee..

Today is the first day she tuition here..

When I saw her, she was chatting with moky they all..

Then I say “POW POW”..

N then she saw me then she shout “STELLA~~~~” after that she run to me n hug me..

So swt.. We was standing at the corridor there n alot ppl standing there n they heard she call my name =_=" But i m quite happy.. LOL

After that, we go into the class n we sit together..

Mr. Subash haven enter the class so we chat lo..

Then they chat abt a teacher in SBU named Cik Amelia

Cik Amelia?? Who is that??I dunno T_T

Haiz..

I feel like cant communicate with them ald..

I dunno what they talking abt..

When I go back home, I sms n tell joe yee..

Stella: Haiz..i feel like cant communicate with all of u ald..

Joe yee: Mayb different skul gua.. Dun hav topic?Dun worry, u will always be my best

fren.. Anything can tell me..I m always here for u..

I feel like crying after seeing that msg but quite happy coz she still take me as her best fren..=)

N i m so happy coz i saw so many SBU's fren tuition here.. LOL

(Jordan, Moky, Gaaya, Khoi Meng, Chi Chin's Gang, Julian, laine , Daljeet n more)

So many rite? LOL

Actually got more,i din mention only..=_="

Sry to those that i din mention ur name.. I cant rmb so much.. I m sorry T_T

Missing all of u~~

Since I left SBU, I seldom contact with all my frens in SBU.. Because I duno what to say when I call them.. Mayb all of us busy for the skul projects, exam n more..

Mayb some of u ald start to forget me..

Just like Xin Huei n Xin Lin..They didn’t invite me when their bday. >its ok..But her reason is.."duno y it just slip out from my mind"..Is this a good reason to explain this?

Yes? No?

NO,I dun think so..

I saw their blog.. they keep talking abt the co-op gang..I m 1 of the member LAST TIME..

But, am I still in the gang now?

I dunno..

Shud I ask them?

I scared they say.. u hav been expel from the gang..bcoz we r in different skul..

But yes..i asked Xin Huei..

Xin Huei say> Stella,u will always be a part of the co-op gang..

Mayb I hav been expel from the gang..

Mayb all of u starting to ignore me, don take me as ur fren ald..

To the co-op gang:

N Kien Yong? LOL~

No matter what happen..I still will rmb all of u n take all of u as my best fren FOREVER!!!

Attention!!!

To Everyone who read my blog!!!
Sry abt that coz i know that it was a lot of grammar mistake..
But.. all of u also know that my English is cacat n not as good as all of u..
Not like all of u.. All of u r so smart..
N i m so stupid.. Rite?
I know i am..
Oh ya.. i write this blog is just wanna confess what i feel..doesn't mean to criticize ppl..
Hope all of u wont mind..
N thx for reading my blog.. =)