Monday, February 23, 2009

wHaT hAppEneD tO mE ? T-T

This is another post that I typing with my tears -_-
I duno what've happened to myself..
Feeling emo?


Duno why these days..
I'll emo easily..

I cant even control myself.. even myself also duno what happened..

Some small thing happened, then I'll emo..

I dun wan to be like that..

BUT I CANT CONTROL!!

After some times.. then I'll feel better..

My fren asked me why.. but I duno.. how am I goin to tell u?
N u showed me that face..
Then tell me that.. that's how u looks just now..

Do u know how sad am i?
U're showing me that kind of face.. n dun wan to choi me..

I know it's my fault for showing u that face n not telling u the reason why I emo..

Actually..
Not I dun wan to tell..

EVEN MYSELF ALSO DUNNO WHY..

Today..
I feel like being abandoned..

U all were talking abt ur scout's stuff..
I feel sien n no 1 care abt me..


After that..
We go recess together..

We're late for the recess..

So we cant finish the food..

But the prefect are calling us to go back adi..

I tot wanna wait for u..

Whose knows.. that stupid prefect scolded me..

Seriously..
I REALLY BU SHUANG!!!
N I dun like the feel for being scolded by ppl..
So my face black adi..

N u asked me why..

I dun wan to tell u..
I dunno how to tell u..
N u said ok fine.. then I dun wan to care u adi..
Do u know that I nearly cry?
I'm just trying to tahan my tears from coming out from my eyes..
So I just walk to the History Room..

After a while..
I feel better adi..
I tried to talk to u..
N u're like dun wan to choi me..
It hurts me!!
Then I tried to call u jie like usual..
N u dun wan to choi me also.. T-T

After skul that time..

I asked u that..
Jie.. what time isit?
N u replied me!!
I was so happy..

Coz u replied me when i called u jie..

Then I said "Yay!! Lastly u replied me when I called u jie" !!!

Then u're like push me away n said "sifat guai"..

Do u know that it really hurt me very much?


Haiz..
I really dunno why I feel emo n sad again..
Mayb I'm too sensitive ba..
I'll try to control myself..
So that I wont be emo easily..


Lastly..
Jie.. pls dun mm choi me.. T-T

I noe u care abt me..
I really appreciate it..
It just I duno how to tell u why I'm emo..

Pls dun angry with me T-T
PLS DUN ABANDON ME THIS MUI T-T

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